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Tu me manqueras toujours- I’ll miss you always.
My lover, wife, bestfriend and confidant. It’s been over a decade since the day, month and second you left me all alone in this world…
Our children too busy and consumed by the advances and progression of this world.
I sit muted and still at the retirement home porch yearning for memories of you and I…
I cannot even control my organs anymore, I urinate involuntarily, this makes me mad, and makes me cry.
The green garden chairs, monotonous as the blood red tiles, the nurses aids and their fake smiles…
I force myself to go back to a place where it was full of laughter, youth and mischevious smiles.
Je ne sais pas combien de temps je peux vivre sans toi…
Pourquoi m’as-tu quitté?
Tell me why did you leave me behind?
I do not know how much longer I can live without you…
It aches my body, cracks my ribs that I cannot be physically with you.
I am with and yours in spirit mais tu me manqueras toujours… I’ll miss you always.
.R.i.O.